tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677201200140539202024-03-08T10:39:13.654-08:00daniel wardUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger40125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-73063101462582137922022-01-15T04:12:00.002-08:002022-01-16T00:55:01.950-08:00the thing to learn about<p> time is </p><p>nothing</p><p>at least for today </p><p>i work the kitchen like my grandmother</p><p>again</p><p>too early to the sides</p><p>re-heating</p><p>moments of complete despair eating over the sink</p><p>are also joy </p><p>keeping my rings on in soap</p><p>but</p><p>finally</p><p>as if assignment</p><p>hot</p><p>and texturally expansive</p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-68381359199155404422020-10-12T06:53:00.003-07:002022-01-13T03:53:01.332-08:00gardenyou are good at the video games where you distract <div>the opponent </div><div>the open it </div><div>no don’t </div><div>because now I am over here </div><div>and my sword strikes you </div><div><br /></div><div>easy things ? </div><div>things done quickly or without reservation </div><div><br /></div><div>I am otherwise </div><div>more defensive </div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-58927949356559345562020-08-17T08:05:00.003-07:002022-01-13T03:53:21.918-08:00film<p dir="ltr" id="docs-internal-guid-3699ed90-7fff-853d-3f9b-c0b8b6f49b53" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="color: black; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">in the morning finding you well on a thursday you shit after me and we drink coffee on the bed and look out and men who fold their shirts and walk in the morning and were children once now play and golf are walking in the morning and we kneel across from each other near the window where he leans and masturbate and I cum in a cup the children I will no longer have close and I think but don’t say that once I saw a video on twitter where a gay man put a frozen vile of cum in his boyfriend’s ass and he fucked his ass until the cum had melted from ice </span></p><span><br /></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="color: black; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">and I take my ice millions of children are everywhere but mine are dropped into a brown cardboard box in a chamber between two doors </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="color: black; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">and they are collected in full ppe </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="color: black; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">pp</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="color: black; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">the penis </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="color: black; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">of a woman </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="color: black; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">the penis of a woman </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="color: black; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">the cum of a woman makes children </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="color: black; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">or is the children </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="color: black; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">I can’t decide</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="color: black; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">and they are in a box </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="color: black; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">waiting to sleep as we have just done </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="color: black; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">and today</span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="color: black; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">everything is the same colour </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="color: black; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">the same two colours </span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;"><span style="color: black; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">for the rest of your life </span></p><br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-64478406223939342922020-08-17T07:54:00.000-07:002020-08-17T07:54:43.110-07:00cool is letting people know you too<div>are performing <div>as well </div><div>and then </div><div>to </div><div>simply collaborate </div><div><br></div><div><br></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-34164963044629244232020-08-13T22:24:00.001-07:002020-08-13T22:24:47.403-07:00sexuality we no longer hide the asking in irony <div>the asking I mean of the world </div><div>on the other side of the screen </div><div>here </div><div>actually</div><div>sometimes </div><div>hopefully</div><div>everything depends on the sun </div><div>because everything is that mood now </div><div>as in mood at all , that’s what the sun is now </div><div>how bad could it be then </div><div>you ask in raging anxiety </div><div>good luck taking control </div><div>if that’s what you seek </div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-79523782857031742592020-08-10T19:09:00.001-07:002020-08-10T19:09:10.392-07:00travelwhen we buy the ticket to the other place we believe that if we could go and really settle in we could change the world somehow big world big world big girl outside in it the big world but the close one is so much easier to dominate to take control of what is close which is to understand its chaos as in control is rhetorical or pretend even <div><br></div><div>I read the poem I read the poems again I read the poem and all I thought about was when are we going to the shops and I need to get that blood test finished the poem </div><div><br></div><div>poem is trying to control </div><div>that is why we cannot poem </div><div>today </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-91573809456796377132020-08-06T06:29:00.001-07:002020-08-06T06:29:22.844-07:00i decideto work just enough so i can buy the <div>portable 8 track mixer </div><div>which meant free love to me now </div><div>it meant real freedom baby </div><div>you are putting the drums onto the lawn </div><div>crying no baby </div><div>the lawn is soft and sun dry </div><div>everything breathes people shout and laugh </div><div>sun hardens backs of shirts </div><div>crying baby </div><div>the sun another one another one dreaming </div><div>of movie movie movie life movie life movie </div><div>movie it’s all alright movie it’s all alright movie </div><div>it’s all alright movie it’s all alright movie </div><div>baby </div><div><span style="font-size: 12pt; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; display: inline !important;">and I would smile when someone I do not know walks through the door because </span><br></div><div>that’s really all there is to do </div><div>live </div><div>but you are dreaming </div><div>crying baby </div><div>door </div><div>more than anything </div><div>playing on the stage </div><div>every second </div><div>until something catches you </div><div>a fox </div><div>a fever </div><div>a disappointment </div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-81325362053607915972020-07-23T04:25:00.000-07:002020-07-23T04:25:51.936-07:00fine <span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">we see the sky through </span></span><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">the train passing </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">I am alone </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">you are alone </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">the train is passing </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">dependence , like all human sentiment </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">is absurd and fictitious </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">the train all one</span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">the sky a human </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">being alive </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">take one </span></span></span></span></div><div><br></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-635550997772830892020-07-19T16:34:00.000-07:002020-07-19T16:34:02.632-07:00starting letters <span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">a new pace </span></span><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">Some</span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">Times you do just need a new lamp</span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">$4 secondhand </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">3 lamps in fact </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">and a new angle </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">and things are swinging again </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">a moon cake </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">A whole taste of a woman’s body </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">As in </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">Waiting for you with a prepared meal </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">Felt anxious to impress</span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">Not</span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">anxious of </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">Impending monotony </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">apologise for bringing food to the </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">table up everything when you are close </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">Document during the doing it can get very </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">Exhausting when you are living behind one </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">another year </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">Another year </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">like another </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">like a person </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">like a very well worn wallet into a back pocket </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">I’m the back pocket now </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">And you do not ask to go in </span><span style="font-family: Times;">anymore </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">we just do it </span></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-59970841143279668952020-07-17T06:20:00.001-07:002020-07-17T06:20:12.181-07:00first happiness I love to watch women drink beers <div>In the movies </div><div>With red hair </div><div><br></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-63352601633125904662020-07-06T20:17:00.000-07:002020-07-06T20:17:23.647-07:00invented pillincense pilled argoraphobic tendencies inside<div>pseudo organic pilled tendencies but just buying groceries for friends</div><div>when John Maus is forgotten about at the dinner discussion you remember the last five years of your life </div><div>and realise how quickly the next five will come body of your uncle in an iron butterfly record </div><div>a record he set in high school thirty years ago </div><div>a go </div><div>only ever asked for a fair portion</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-6368127923540843182020-06-27T08:52:00.000-07:002020-06-27T08:52:08.625-07:00when ideas goneusually take to surfing<br />
getting pounded at the neighbours<br />
nativity scene in disability office near<br />
the<br />
chemist<br />
buying beer<br />
whole world awake<br />
that has become a prayer of sorts<br />
holding on for too long just admit it<br />
i did, just then<br />
when i said everything is alright<br />
it is<br />
behind the ear<br />
it is behind the ear<br />
where you break<br />
a car<br />
a carton<br />
a four dollar expense<br />
was one step into a<br />
walking office a standing<br />
attention is what i am paid in because money gives me access to it<br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-85448457466043504172020-06-26T07:00:00.005-07:002020-06-26T07:10:20.425-07:00chad<span style="font-size: xx-small;">im gonna cum baby means</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">im going to leave</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">im gonna escape into death</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">did not need reminding that death </span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">in its predatory sense </span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">death has indeed allured the </span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">body that enacts the death thought</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">a steak</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">one steak</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">one street </span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">which is definitely to say one mind</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">one argument</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">one truth</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">one moment which is also truth</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">one half packed trolley</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">one packet of 4 apple pies</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">one at a time</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">one aluminium nappy one aluminium </span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">rack of day on day to one truth </span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">one moment</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">one bullet</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">becomes two and many more with momentum </span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">and</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">you stand between, mostly </span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">in fact every living being every </span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">of </span><span style="font-size: xx-small;">the earth stands between</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">one bullet</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">on the aluminium metal earth at which the bullet surrounds </span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">as if some kind of electricity</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">what can be seen at the edges</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">what moment which is truth</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;">says me</span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><br /></span>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-54432813760620159582020-06-23T05:13:00.000-07:002020-06-23T05:13:05.094-07:00no knee jeans<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">I was taught early about love and a hangover </span></span><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">standing in the sun alright </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">everything alright</span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">jeans and sunglasses on lesbian sunglasses on big ones that covered nostalgia eyes </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">big love that covered nostalgia eyes </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">Garage sale pace of a day into night </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">whole day slow because of love into</span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">grateful days </span></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-51798245061955710462020-06-17T18:28:00.000-07:002020-06-17T18:28:12.308-07:00play a song a room full of half formed opinions <div>more than half </div><div>well deserved or early opinions because living</div><div>because you’ve done it </div><div>done what has been said </div><div>take time </div><div>taking your time into a fading feeling that </div><div>is new comfortable </div><div>old comfortable too because a thought has happened time has reflection</div><div>simple physics</div><div>forget the feeling until it is new again </div><div>in the news again </div><div>100 special</div><div>20 not quite so special </div><div>to use everything you have worked for would </div><div>mean</div><div>time has taken many things from you </div><div><br></div><div>I go to a lovers house to hear a song I play for you </div><div>I have had many </div><div>living pieces that is </div><div>in very many days </div><div>I have seen miraculous things </div><div>many things you must understand and many you are yet to or may never fully </div><div>the world is very slow </div><div>it is a feeling of holographic </div><div>if not sure this is the real deal </div><div>I have paid for it even </div><div>to try to under </div><div>understand </div><div>moments of a song my leg pretzel your legs are salty I am tired finally I am ready for small death into you and full satiation </div><div>of which I regard yours higher than almost anything in the world right now </div><div><br></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-76668503551298900552020-06-13T07:24:00.000-07:002020-06-13T07:24:50.369-07:00leaving untitled<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "times";">leaving untitled to the new house</span></span><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "times";">
i got, off you, many things of wonder and many days go by</span></span></span></span><br>
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "times";">of </span><span style="font-family: "times";">panic </span></span><br>
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "times";">what’s that for </span></span><br>
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "times";">at a corner I take a a turn forward </span></span><br>
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "times";">or </span><span style="font-family: "times";">down </span><span style="font-family: "times";">and at a still </span></span><br>
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "times";">I am fearful of </span></span><br>
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "times";">a whole moment </span></span><br>
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "times";">that I make in my head </span></span><br>
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "times";">while you brush your </span><span style="font-family: "times";">teeth </span></span><br>
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "times";">and we love more people than we say </span></span><br>
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "times";">but we say it so many times </span></span><br>
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "times";">to ourselves</span></span><br>
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "times";">t<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; display: inline !important;">hat this time feels </span></span></span><span style="font-family: "times"; font-size: x-small;">different </span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-86817771651478653092020-05-21T04:28:00.001-07:002020-05-21T04:28:16.294-07:00you into<span style="font-family: Times;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">correct U </span></span><div><span style="font-family: Times;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">into I </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: Times;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">which makes it perfect </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: Times;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">tobacco is real </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: Times;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Like sex or drawing is </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: Times;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">constant I mean</span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: Times;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">a truth we dare not challenge </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: Times;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">but okay with it </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: Times;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br></span></span></span></span></div><div><br></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-56813994946143912612020-05-14T08:18:00.000-07:002020-06-01T00:56:10.983-07:00i <span style="font-size: xx-small;">said to many things </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">that I can hold the opposite and equal </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">but it is never truly physics </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">when there is choice </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">or illusion even dissalows it</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">and this is </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">because there are always hills </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">and hard people </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">and concessions made oh how long I could talk to you about those small death sacrifices of life </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">a strange ecstasy </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">which is always </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">exhausting </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">and you cry with the noise of an old lesbian </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">playing guitar </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">and the closest friends you have</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">in the other rooms</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">and i am guilt still </span></div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-54483493813197586192020-05-12T04:15:00.001-07:002020-06-01T00:56:50.243-07:00ambition means <span style="font-size: xx-small;">nothing</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">if not experienced in the process </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">of </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">the process itself </span></div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-77178124595500024812020-05-11T05:07:00.000-07:002020-05-11T05:07:00.945-07:00first thing that you know <span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">the best orgasm </span></span><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">Why </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">Look about your body in a mirror </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">Relax </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">Think about everything again </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">do something habitual </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">succeed </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">or don’t </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">and so succeed elsewhere immediately </span></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-88842407699963596872020-05-07T09:14:00.000-07:002020-05-07T09:14:51.708-07:00thursday morning<p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" id="docs-internal-guid-62c3c8de-7fff-6792-eaf2-f7fcaa079130"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">in the morning finding you well on a thursday you shit after me and we drink coffee on the bed and look out and men who fold their shirts and walk in the morning and were children once now play and golf are walking in the morning and we kneel across from each other near the window where he leans and masturbate and I cum in a cup the children I will no longer have close and I think but don’t say that once I saw a video on twitter where a gay man put a frozen vile of cum in his boyfriend’s ass and he fucked his ass until the cum had melted from ice </span></span></p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br></span></span></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">and i take my ice millions of children are everywhere but mine are dropped into a brown cardboard box in a chamber between two doors </span></span></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">and they are collected in full ppe </span></span></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">pp</span></span></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">the penis </span></span></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">of a woman </span></span></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">the penis of a woman </span></span></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">the cum of a woman makes children </span></span></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">or is the children </span></span></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i can’t decide</span></span></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">and they are in a box </span></span></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">waiting to sleep as we have just done </span></span></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">and today</span></span></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">everything is the same colour </span></span></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">the same two colours </span></span></span></span></p><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">for the rest of your life </span></span></span></span></p><span style="font-size: medium;"><br></span><br><br>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-67818587976339242942020-05-07T09:13:00.001-07:002020-05-07T09:13:23.570-07:00sitting as kinaesthetic fidget control of consciousness <ol style="margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0;" id="docs-internal-guid-c9e303d6-7fff-3d3a-bef5-0660ccdcb87f"><li dir="ltr" style="list-style-type: decimal; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre;"><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-top: 0pt; margin-bottom: 0pt;" role="presentation"><span style="font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">The day of the jump off has to be grand you will probably feel better you say in bed sweet summertime in the video you start early because you know this will only work if it feels electric, like there might be something to lose , like closing in on a corner but it keeps turning , and I am right now fairly sure it will I wil i will I will I will relent the intensity of life which still beats within I will write a letter to someone when I want something I tell myself I do not want I will write this for myself and remember always that process is the most important thing the doing the rest is I will remember to enter my body and car for it and welcome it’s new changes I will speak literally and liberally and naturally naturally naturally and return here for reminders of the hesitation the pause pained feeling of leaving a moment</span></span></span></p></li><li dir="ltr" style="list-style-type: decimal; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre;"><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" role="presentation"><span style="font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">following the thought into a feeling, or was it the other way around. new clarity, new annoyance with no full stop keep the warm tea near and the gallery of bending open to the street keep it open the smell of temptation is good i am happy with the smell of temptation</span></span></span></span></span></p></li><li dir="ltr" style="list-style-type: decimal; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre;"><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" role="presentation"><span style="font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">when it comes it is celebrated, i am crying to yoko ono season of glass driving home and when i get there it is all she has promised or mostly yoghurt smell and video games and a shower and out of the shower a kiss wet</span></span></span></span></span></p></li><li dir="ltr" style="list-style-type: decimal; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre;"><p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-top: 0pt; margin-bottom: 0pt;" role="presentation"><span style="font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-position: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Times;">I flush the toilet before I finish peeing, which is also why I take drugs </span></span></span></p></li></ol>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-15346957318609022712020-05-07T08:34:00.000-07:002020-05-07T08:34:17.613-07:00the i don't caring<div dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;">
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: 400; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;">But sometimes I wonder if we play to our strengths and they
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: 400; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;">and we both arrive suddenly behind it<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; display: inline !important;"> </span></span></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-49242121880639675242020-05-07T08:30:00.001-07:002020-05-07T08:30:18.134-07:00i still owe you glasses <font face="Times" size="1">try to love you in a very normal way</font><div><font face="Times" size="1">like a receptionist at a doctors surgery </font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1">or somebody who delivers flowers</font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1">to a staircase</font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1">cannot deny the intimacy feelings </font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1">I like to think I have tried to feel intimate as many times over in a single day</font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1">I believe to be making an effort </font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1">and when it is less well </font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1">when it is at the surgery </font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1">it may be a more aggravated form of flattery or self importance or narcicism which is intimacy sometimes </font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1">but when it is not</font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1">it is normal in the most </font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1">Delightful </font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1">Surprising </font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1">Romantic </font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1">Long street of tree and rib cage</font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1">way</font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1">which means </font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1">I sit in bed </font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1">and hope you are comfortable </font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1">and warm </font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1">and stimulated </font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1">in any way you desire </font></div><div><font face="Times" size="1"><br></font></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67720120014053920.post-29435580905533521912020-05-07T08:07:00.000-07:002020-05-07T08:07:51.509-07:00i am here to help you in any way possible in the journey of being awake<span style="font-family: Times;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">xylophone </span></span><div><span style="font-family: Times;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">and growing pains </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: Times;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">new house or</span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: Times;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">new body in the less new house </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: Times;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br></span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: Times;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">should we do a little more time </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: Times;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">should be a fine day or maybe a week </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: Times;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">hey babe </span></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family: Times;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">how are you feeling today babe what’s up babe how’s your day been babe what’s doing good for you babe love you babe how’s your life been babe feeling what life is doing babe are you feeling what life is doing babe </span></span></span></span></div><div><br></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0